Its another series of nights - so the posts have been delayed. Sorry, Loyal Reader(s?)

I'm 42 today. Other than the Douglas Adams reference, its not really a cause of celebration. I feel a complete failure. Poor job, poor marriage, no money, no prospects.
This came out in a conversation with Wifey, and I think we are finally starting to get to the point of resolution or revolution.
"I don't want to lose you from my life, but I don't want to spend another 20 years being as unhappy as I am." She said "I know."
She doesn't do face to face confrontation very well. I told her to try. If she can't talk, she needs to write it down for me. She's thinking about it.