I woke up over an hour earlier than I needed or wanted to.
The mood is black, nasty and foul.
I feel sick because of adrenaline that is running round me with the anxiety.
I had a moment of "clarity" last night that made me decide on a course of action - this morning it looks cowardly and I've changed my mind.
Essentially I don't want to be me today.
But I don't have a choice, do I?
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